Get up.

I can't stand strong for now. I wonder, until when? People keep asking me to stay strong, and I keep saying I will. I know I will but I know I can't. Things are way too complicated now. Sometimes, I can't even think what's the best for me. I keep persuading myself to move on and leave all my pasts behind, but no matter how hard I tried to run & hide from it, it just came. Into my dreams and it keeps chasing me. I can see that, it's not worth it to run & ignore it. No matter what, I've to face it. Face the fact, what pasts are past and I've to learn from it. Never try to make the same mistakes. And keep motivate myself & I'll always bear this in mind, that my life, I plan, and He decide it.

I keep telling myself...
'Sara, you should be happy for what you're having right now. Maybe these are the best for you. Or maybe, He has planned something way better in your future, you just have to believe in yourself and have faith in Allah.'

Alhamdulillah. I'm so grateful to have a very understanding parents, brother & friends. They are so concern about me and they never give up on advicing me day by day. Thank you to all of you. I love you guys so much. 

Much loves,

Sara Azlin