It's over

Lastnight was a nigthmare to me. 

I can't deny that, lastnight was one of my scariest night. But yeah, I can't do anything else. People always said 'kalau dah jodoh, takkan ke mana' so I believe that there's something out there way much better waiting for both of us. Maybe we're meant to end up like this. I don't blame you. I don't blame anyone or anything. I blame myself. For being such a bad girl & I can't be the one that you want to spend your life with. I realized that I should change myself to be a better person.

Please forget me, throw away all the memories that we spent together, because it's not worth it to keep all those because I'm such a... useless girl. 

For me, all those memories with you, I'll keep it in my heart. So that I can rewind it whenever I want to, to cherish all the moments we had together, because you're such a nice guy.

Thanks for all the memories. Thanks for changing me into a better person than I used to be. Thanks for being my driver, my drifter, my caunselor, my lover, my bestfriend, my fighter, my brother & my other half eventhough just for awhile.

Sorry for all the hurts and wrongs that I did towards you that might hurt physically or mentally.

It's time, for me to move on without you by my side. But you'll always be in that special place in my heart, no matter what. People might think I'm so desperate of you. No. Only you & I know the reasons why I'm like this. Nevermind, I'll always try to be a good friend to you eventho we're no longer together. 

Thank you for everything. Sorry for everything.

Much loves,

Sara Azlin