Myself,

A few more days, I'm gonna be officially 16. 16? Oh my... It feels like yesterday I just ended my PMR examination. I'm so so soooo grateful that I've given the chance to breath until this day, to change myself to the right path. InsyaAllah, may Allah ease everything for me. Speaking of right path, I'm trying to be a better person each day. It's just I'm too weak, too weak to fight all those distractions. Senang je nak terpengaruh with all those negative actions. Step by step, that's all it takes. Du'a. Patience. Be grateful. And all those good deeds, are the actions that I've to fill in my heart.

I'm not a good person. Yes, I'm not. But still, I've the intentions to change. Like my senior said, 'biarlah kita mati dalam keadaan yang ada niat nak berubah, and work for it. Daripada mati dalam keadaan yang takde niat langsung nak berubah' Yes, I do have a lot of social problems. I admit it. But all I know is, I'm trying to be better each day. I'm trying to motivate myself everyday so that I can be strong. People do talk alot about me, but who cares? Mulut orang kita tak boleh tutup. Tapi, asalkan kita tahu apa yang kita buat.

Semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati kita semua dgn rahmatNya. Amin.

Toodles.