a friend.

i have a friend or more known as dee. yes, he's a guy. i knew him since i was in secondary school. he's a friend of my brother. a very good looking guy, kind, and romantic. so the story begins here. when he was in form 1 and i was in standard 5, he told me that he'll move to somewhere else. and i'm quite sad because i'm scared of losing him because he was once my bestfriend. but i cant do anything and yeah the thing happened, we lost contact. when i was in form 2 and he was in form 4. he added me on bbm, and i was shocked because i thought that we will never be friends anymore but i was wrong.

so we started to get along together like we used to be, and one day he invited me to his house to meet his cute little brother, mak, abah and his other siblings. i came, and his little brother is not little anymore! he's already a big boy, mak still remember me and abah too! and at that time, his sister was recovering from an accident. i still remember the time when i used to come to dee's house everyday after school just to meet his little brother.

days past by and we keep contact each other through phone. suddenly, he was gone. he didnt contact me almost for 1 and a half year until one day he tweeted me and said he misses me, and i was like imissyoutoo! he told me that he is happy with his life right now. he live alone in a condo house, and he doesnt work but he did something to earn money. and the part that i was so suprised was he was kicked out by his family. so he decided to live on his own. and he is not the dee that i used to know years back then. he is the different dee, the bad one. i started to know about these things when he called me in the middle of the night and he talked nonsense. and he said that he's having a private party and he was drunk at that time. the bad thing was he even naik tangan to his mom when his mom arrived at his house to pick him back to his old house. dia mcm tak terurus, and lost.

i told him to settle himself down and i'll call him on the next day. so he told me that he was very stressful about his family. his family is tearing apart, his eldest brother just left him and others and he even tak mengaku that mak is his mother. dee's mother keep persuading abah so that abah boleh berlembut hati and jgn gaduh with his eldest brother sebaliknya mak yang dapat tempiasnya. dee also got the tempias until abah said he is same with his eldest brother, and abah kicked him out.

pity him, such a strong man he is. i cant do a thing but i only can advice & guide him, so i told him that family should be in the 1st place and he should care about others' feelings when he changed into a bad guy. but i know that he'll never listen because i know him very well.

actually, the conclusion from this post are we cant be good everytime, the mistakes that we made akan jadi pengajaran untuk kita nanti :-) just make sure that apa yang kita buat, dapat beri kita kebaikan bukan keburukan untuk diri kita, not for ourselves only but to others too.